by Ivan Budka

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this song is about processing and recognizing that you've lost yourself. it happens. luckily, we're able to search.


you are stupid, i don't respect you.
how the fuck did i inject you? i don't know.
it was never anything too hard- no needles, no scars.
i thought it was okay.
until i blacked out in the middle of our show, fell down the stairs into a hole- into a place i call my home.
this is my comfort zone x2
i didn't know when i would stop.
i thought i'd reach some sort of top, i thought. i forgot i was surrounded by at least a thousand faces, i forgot.
some of them look up to me, some of them grew up with me, i know.
now i let them go. slowly i return back to earth.
i let my feet hit the ground for the first time in a while now.
the first time in a while now.
this is my comfort zone. this is where i feel safe alone. my comfort zone. in my comfort zone.


released September 20, 2015
produced: natalie huerta
vocals/guitar: ivan budka



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